Monday, March 13, 2006

My! how time flies!

I am amazed that my last post was so long ago. I can hardly keep up. In fact, I am not keeping up and trail behind. I imagine that being sick and having the hard drive to my computer die had something to do with being behind. But it is very difficult not to take it on board and begin to feel like it is all about my being a failure.

I am a capable "cracked pot" just a bit behind. That would be the truth that I pull out of my truth box. I am capable not because, I am a great person or anything but because God has given me gifts and because of the gifts, in those areas, I am capable. Or rather God is capable, I am just the cracked pot.

However, I still sometimes feel the pressure of the world trying to tell me otherwise. I hear the world say "We don't want you" or "Can't you keep up?" and other cruel things. But that is all right, let them sing. I have a box of truth to look at.

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